Attempt to be alive.

J.
2 min readJun 1, 2024

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One year ago, I set a challenge for myself: to truly be alive again. I wanted to savor every moment and live life to its fullest. There were so many things I couldn’t do as a child, and I vowed to experience them all, making each day count.

And here I am, having succeeded in my journey.

It’s an incredible feeling to revisit the note I once wrote and see that I’ve accomplished this goal. Falling in love with life is something I now wholeheartedly recommend to everyone. The joy of truly living is beyond words.

The relief and happiness I feel are immense. It’s as if my entire focus has shifted towards positivity and joy. Now, I can find joy even in the midst of hardship, a gift I didn’t have before.

Every day, I wake up with gratitude in my heart. I cherish the simple moments — like the warmth of the sun on my face, the sound of laughter, and the comfort of a loved one’s embrace. These moments remind me of the beauty of being alive.

I’ve learned to appreciate the small victories and to find beauty in the mundane. Life is filled with countless opportunities for joy, if only we open our hearts to them. Even on the toughest days, I now know that there is always something to be grateful for.

I want you to know that if I can do this, you can too. It’s not always easy, but it’s possible. Take that first step towards living fully, towards embracing life with all its ups and downs. Celebrate your journey, and know that you have the strength to find happiness and fulfillment.

Remember, life is a precious gift. Make every moment count. Fall in love with life, and let it fill you with joy. If I can find my way to this beautiful place, so can you. Let’s embrace the miracle of being alive together.

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J.

Write, you weakling; write, you mad-woman, write your misery out, write out your guts, spill out what is choking you, shout obscenely.